I love myself. I hate myself. I think I’m smart. I’m a fucking idiot. I see and understand the truth. God sucks. Life sucks. I suck. Everyone sucks. Hate and rage are a waste of time. I hate, I resent, I want to break something. Good alwaysContinue reading “Split Personality”
I feel fragile right now; transparent and easily cracked. Like a well-engineered glass sculpture or building that has been compromised, I need to close temporarily for repairs. Less than a week ago, radicalized Trump supporters overran our nation’s Capitol and threatened our Democracy like we haven’t seen in our lifetimes – nor have our Grandparents.Continue reading “Like Broken Glass”
Remember how, at the end of the movie The Sixth Sense, Bruce Willis finds out he’s been dead all along? Can you imagine the shock of finding out something about yourself that is a total game changer? I had an epiphany yesterday. I realized for the first time in my life that I am anContinue reading “The Imposter Is Me”
I’ve been reading Eckhart Tolle lately and he talks about the pain body. It’s basically a sort of being that is a part of you that feeds off of emotion. I find the concept plausible and fascinating and I like metaphors. My pain body is obese. It has plenty to eat. A whole smorgasbord, openContinue reading “Contents Under Pressure”
I saw you for the first time the other day – from the corner of my eye. So I’m not crazy – or am I? I couldn’t see you before because you lived behind my eyes but lately, I’ve been catching glimpses of you. Why can I see you only now if you’ve been hidingContinue reading “Erasure”
Don’t judge a book because it’s a coloring book.
A loss of control